i just wanna TOUCH YOU, but i`m so....far away. [drabble] / undertheinfluenceof♥ pt2

all i wanna do is, give you all of me now.

im thinkin bout..
two am, when people who run in the streets are laden with sin and
i was here; you were next to me, there
i was pressed into your arms, face nuzzled towards your hair

i can`t recall what we were doin` at three, but does that matter anymore?
probably something stupid, i think you pushed me on the floor...
or tried anyway... anyway, thats somethin i ignore.

now its about, four.
and i`m gettin antsy.
tryna keep my hands to myself, but they`re tryna get nasty.

tryna figure where to go next cause any two people can simply fuck,
not tryna be too explicit, but you know i`m implicit with where my hands go
where my lips go
how i`ll pull you closer to me so you don`t let go
and when you let me know
that its TIME to go
that we should gone and switch positions so we can..

well, YOU KNOW...

so, i get into myself, or rather you get into me
and i`m all into your body like some vitamin c..

i need some place to put my lips, my legs, my eyes, this shirt is kinda stickin` to me, we should.. move, lemme push you back -- hm, we`re gonna fall off the bed...

then somethin happens and i`m aireborne like a virus

fingertips touch
and my back arches
and my head goes down
and i swirl, push back, my words jumble my mind stutters my lips fix into an o shape and i gasp, hold on tight and stutter; my eyes flutter -- and i find you in the dark....

holding on strong like you`re tryna be my rock
and its you im tryna climb while i make it to the top
and i ... realize this moment is once again gettin me hot..

damn..

and your kisses are vicious they`re malicious but i need them to survive cause that feeling is purely nutrious, on monday we part ways, by thursday im feenin, but me and you both know we`re married on the weekends <3>

survey!

Can you take this without deleting any questions?
yep.

What's going on between you and the last person you kissed?
[remix] yup thats my boyfriend [/remix]

Is there someone you have feelings for?
yesss.

What was your worst mistake in your life?
um, ......

What's something you really want right now, be honest?
MCDONALDS AND TROJANS! -dead-

Does anything on your body hurt right now?
um, not really.

What are you listening to right now?
the ghost of you - my chemical romance

Whats a quote from a song that you like?
i never said i`d lie and wait forever / if i knew we`d be together / i can`t always just forget her / but she could tryyyyyyyyy

Have you ever punched a hole in the wall?
actually yeah..

Do you know someone in prison?
mhm.

Who was the last person to sleep in your bed besides you and when?
denzel; last night

Where were you at 2:00 this morning?
*ponders*... um, buried into denny's shoulder watchn -- no, hiding -- from the quarantine shit lol

What is your underwear color?
pink and white.

Anywhere you'd rather be right now?
back at home sleep, or at mcdonalds. i want some mcdonalds, wtf so bad lmfao

Are you going anywhere for the next summer?
the next summer? idk...

Do you have plans today?
um, i`m on a mission for mcdonalds and trojans. LMFAO

Are you waiting for anyone to call right now?
not right now, but later i`m sure.

Will you call them if they don't call?
later yeah.

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
aeropostale

Where are your jeans from?
my jeans are frommmmm....fuck, i can`t remember lmfao

When was the last time you were told you were amazing?
day before yesterday actually :D

Do you know anyone that smokes weed?
yep

Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a C?
yep

Do your parents force you to go to church or let you make the decision?
church? nope. i went for a baptism though and was waiting for someone to smite me or something...

When it comes to the opposite sex, what's your "type"?
the alive kind? lmfao

How long does it take you to shower n get ready?
the quickest i`ve ever gotten showered and dressed in was like seven minutes. i didn`t say everything was correctly put on, but thats a record right there for you lol

How has the week been?
well its monday... um, sunday was okay i guess..

Are you slowly drifting away from someone?
hm, yeah. but that's life.

Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
if someone was woke; which i`m sure someone was yeah-- but idk.

When a friend walks out of your life, do you go after them or let them go?
depends. but if they`re a friend, mostly i`d go after them? if they`re worth it.

Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?
mhm yep.

Do you still talk to the person you last kissed?
yeah i do, i wonder what he's doing...

Does anyone hate you?
i`m pretty sure someone does. oh well. life goes on.

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
it depends on what they did the first time to fuck up.

Have you ever seen your best friend cry?
yep. not recently tho.

Do you dance in the car?
either that, or headbang.

Do you walk around naked?
LMFAO doesn't everyone?

Could you go the rest of your life with-out alcohol?
sure.

Do you like having serious conversations?
depends. i`ll probably cry or get mad depending on the subject.

Are your parents over the age of 40?
nope lol

bored in photoshop result

it turned out to be this

and yes he has no arms cause the pic like cut off his arms sooo.. :(
free wallpaper here

bored in photoshop

kid cudi doodle

i can count to three

two hands one heart one love but three bodies
two in love nd one on the side
one hidden behind two hands covering two eyes
one phrase three words two ppl to say - i love you
two hands covering two eyes on one face shielding you
one hand over one heart becomes two hands that'll protect you
one mind one body one soul one love two people three words one bed that we share
several thoughts and insanity roams thru three minds
beyond two bodies in sync together back to those three words between two people that can b said so many times
one person loves one person whose tryin to juggle two
one can disappear the other is grounded and wont budge like glue
one person holds one down and will give it all up in a heartbeat
one thought one word one sentiment holds true - two ppl in love but whats the third to do?

survey!

1. What was the highlight of your week?
waking up & sleeping next to the novio.

2. Whose car were you in last?
jason`s

3. When is the next time you will kiss someone?
whenever booski pops back up

4. What color shirt are you wearing?
orange

5. How long is your hair?
shoulder length :D

6. Are you good looking?
of fucking course i am!

7. Last movie you watched?
OH! BOYZ IN DA HOOD.

8. Who were you with?
booski of course.

9. Last thing you ate?
hamburguesa y papa fritas.

10. Last thing you drank?
orange juice

11. When was the last time you had your heart broken?
ummm.... i don`t know?

12. Who came over last?
booski.

13. Are you happy right now?
yeah, i`m happy :)

14. What did you say last?
'NO, THAT WAS THE WIND' lmfao the fuckin windchime blew off the porch.

15. Where is your phone?
over the F5 F6 F6 F7 F8 keys.

16. What color are your eyes?
brown.

17. Are you left-handed?
nope.

18. Spell your name without vowels:
mrksh ncl mcn grc -- wow wtf lmfao

19. Do you have any pets?
a dog.

20. Favorite Vacation?
universal studios fl <3

21. What do you dislike currently?
the fact that i`m in school and its SO EVERLASTING..

22. What are you listening to?
a snuggies ad - CULT!!

23. If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
*ponders* hmm.. a bigger room.

24. What is your favorite scent?
his jacket!

25. Who makes you happiest?
anything that makes me smile most likely can make me happy.

26. What were you doing at midnight last night?
umm.. either showering or lettin in booski? can`t remember exactly what..

27. When is your birthday?
december 28th. i accept checks :D

28. Who has the same phone as you?
um, audriana did but now nobody..

29. Last time you went swimming in a pool?
summer `08

30. Do you read your horoscope?
sometimes.

31. Where was the last place you bought something?
wet seal.

32. How do you feel about your hair right now?
i LOVE it cause its actually done lol

33. Do you bite your nails?
OMG NO NEVER!

34. Do you have any expensive jewelery?
some earrings yeah..

35. Do you have any expensive jewelery?
why was this repeated?

36. Myspace or facebook?
FACEBOOK FTW

37. How fast have you driven a car?
65 mph, thanks mom!

38. Have you ever smoked?
ew no.

39. What was or is your favorite subject in school?
english.

40. Do you have Verizon?
nope, t-mobile FTW.

41. What type of boy or girl do you usually fall for?
the type that pulls me with the same magnetism that i have..

42. Do you have any hidden talents?
its for me to know and for you to find out :D

43. Favorite Song?
currently; its not fair by janelle monae

44. Do you like to sing at all?
yeah even tho i don`t know if i can forreal..

45. Dream Job?
i wanna work for google. or be a english teacher.

46. Where does most of your family live?
between cali va mn & mo.

47. Are you an only child or do you have siblings?
i have siblings.

48. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
nah, not forreal.

49. What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
this morning? i`m sure it was sexually charged..

50. Do you drink?
occasionally. haven`t since freshman yr tho.

51. Know any other languages?
spanish. some japanese.

52. Ever write a coded message?
yep, i used to write backwards all the time lol

53. Have you ever been IN a wedding?
YES. i liked the bridesmaids dress too omgosh!

54. Do you have any children?
nope.

55. Did you take a nap today?
YESSS, FOR LIKE FIVE HOURS.

56. Who has the same birthday as you?
john legend...i`m tired of answerin this lol

57. Ever met anyone famous before?
yep.

58. Do you want to be famous one day?
not really.

59. Any Pet Peeves?
kids who play with spit. and clowns. GOD, EW.

60. Are you multitasking right now?
yep, watching that 70s show, talking to nikki, fillin` this thing out, on facebook and FML.com

61. Do you like Britany Spears?
shes aight.

62. What is your least favorite chore?
chore? LFMAOFLAMFOALMFAO.

63. Last place you drove your car?
what car :((

64. Ever been out of the country?
yeah.

65. Where were you born?
california.

66. Could you handle being in the military?
HELL NO.

67. What is your average cell phone bill?
about...160, 170.

68. Who are you thinking about right now?
denzel townson :D

69. When was the last time you laughed REALLY hard?
omg JUST A COUPLE OF MINUTES AGO ACTUALLY..

70. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
i dont know dude..

71. Are your toes always painted?
no.

72. How many piercings do you have?
three..

73. What are you doing today?
the day? well its after 12 so.. class and probably another nap since its supposed to rain :(

74. Have you ever been gambling?
yes, i was actually gambing in chuckecheese the other day lmfao

75. When is the last time you updated your page?
which page? myspace? idk.

76. Do you like rollercoasters?
YES!

77. Have you ever been to disneyland or world?
YES!!!

78. Do you have a favorite cartoon character?
um, wall-e!!! omgosh!

79. Last thing you cooked?
my burger & fries.

80. How's the weather?
it looks cold as fuck outside.

81. Do you e-mail?
yeah.

82. What's the stupidest thing you ever did with your cell phone?
umm.... i cant recall at the current time.

83. Last time you were sick?
like, janurary? i think?

84. What states have you lived in?
2.

85. Do you wish you could move?
sometimes..but i dont know if i`m ready for that yet? i`m a late bloomer with stuff like that.

86. Do you take all the QuizPox.com quizzes?
what the fuck is that?

87. What is your dream car?
dude, i want a fricken monte carlo.

88. Have you ever wanted someone you cant have?
of course!

89. If you could be anywhere right now where would it be?
with you with you with you with you with youuu.

90. Are you happy with your life?
yeah, i am :D